Jingle Bells

I suppose every year it creeps upon us like a creepy third cousin twice removed and its telling us that ohh we need to buy gifts for people we don't care about. But lucky for me I'm only young and don't have to worry about buying gifts for annoying people all I have to worry about is puting on a smile that isn't to fake when I recieve a gift clearly suitable for someone who still wets their bed and thinks santa still comes down the chimney.


I have a wish list:




An Alexander McQueen purse


Some very snazy looking cow boy boots






A Nevermind T shirt

An emerald ring

Oh and a peacock

But this is what I'll end up with


The third time running.....








This exact jumper




And some lovely porcelian dolls to add to my collection



But we can't all be picky and even if you don't love the gifts you love the people who give them to you,, well at least you're meant to.

rage against the machine

I think you should listen to these people but who am I to tell you what to do. I suppose people tell you not to do things that hurt you, is because they love you and I'm to blind to see that.


I also think our biggest battle in life is the battle agianst our minds, its our minds that tell us maybe we shouldn't do certain things and people need to get over that and I think we spend our whole lives fighting against our minds.

My mind is telling me no but my gut is telling me yes. What should I do?

yoko ono plastic

What is with women trying to change men?

Like Nancy changing Sid,

Or like Yoko and John?

Or even Courtney and Kurt?

My favourite couple is Yoko and John they seem rather sultry...... but mostly because I like the th 60s best, but I would have liked to been a punk in the 70s and I probably would have been a grunge kid in the 90s. But in the 2000s I'm me with a bit of this and that mixed in.

Don't change what you can not change and don't allow yourself to be changed. For who you are is priceless.

John Simon Richie

There once was a girl. Who was messed up she left home at 17 to chase a man or more like several men. She was in fact a groupie, she liked rock n' roll and a hell lot of drugs. She fell in love with a guy or more like she fell in love with what he was instead of who he was. There love was troubled by drugs and violence but they stuck at it until the very end, the end being death. A death by drugs and a death by stabbing. They abused each other he said to have killed her but she killed him. He was exploited for all he was worth and she was just troubled. She got his claws into him and they stuck and ruined him. But whatever anyone says they did suit each other because they were both disturbed, both impressionable and both in the middle of an insane, manipulative scene. They were both candidates for destruction. They had love not for each other but a love for drugs and a love for Punk.

Johnny Rotten may hate this story but you decide Sid&Nancy.

I really do like John Mcenroe and I really do like James Dean

Everyone feels alone because the truth is we are alone.

No one thinks what you think and no one is you the best we can do is share our thoughts.

Hey Jude

(well i stumbled across this photo on another blog and if the person of who took this photo happens to stumble across my blog (unlikely) thanks for this very nice photo)

Sometimes I feel as if I'm see through that what I say is only the wind talking, like you know its there but you don't really acknowledge it and this is how I like it sometimes. I like being the wind, I like the freedom the wind has. The wind has it the easiest in this world but do you really want to float through this world with out any trouble? Is that really how life is meant? But I like wind and I apperciate it and I think thats what people want in life.

FUCK YOU

who ever you are, you can't hide from me


everything has blown up in my face and fucked me in the face


Yeah you are always looking over me but hey I'm not wearing nappies anymore

velvet underground

killing her softly


don't let them get to you



the river is wild





shop with elegance

chameleon

this world is black and white with a dash of grey

don't quit on me baby

why do i think i’m hurting the ones closest to me I’m scared to do what’s right for me because I’m scared to lose someone who I can always rely on. If I’m scared of hurting the ones closest will I be scared to do anything for the rest of my life because I’m scared of being alone and I’m scared of being depressed. Blindfold me now and take me somewhere else cos I just want to start again and be who I wanted to be and NOT conform to this. I want to float freely down the river and spiral into somewhere unkown .

pull ...........my................ bones............. apart

I'm gonna break

Sometimes i think the moon is going to fall on my head.

Blow my brains out and dunk me in fizzy drink

superunkown

Why can't everyone just be friends, sometimes I feel bad thinking that everyone has to fit around my plans but all i want is to be happy but everytime I'm with some different I become someone different.

If she smokes I smoke

If she likes blue smarties I like blue smarties

but only to the ones i'm closest with can i be who i'm really am but who I really am someone I want to be or do I even no who I am

momentously annoyed

I like ballons you blow them up and than when you get bored of them you pop them bit like something else I know

she&him

I want to die being crushed by a ton of feather specifically peacock feathers

Listen to she&him there sort of indie/folk and are cute as lilacs

also I just want to say you are not alone in this world there is always someone to talk to, don't be afraid of taking the first move usually the other person is just as afraid to talk to you about anything. DONT LET ANY BOUNDARIES HOLD YOU BACK. everyone once in their lives are going to feel pain and the people who feel pain more are usually the stronger ones. so don't let that pain become you.

velvet underground

kiliing her softly



Don't let them hurt you




where the river is wild




travel with elegance



chameleon


colour has no importance.....

is this world just black and white?

dirty little secret

Do u have a secret?

A secret thats so bad it hurts to say

A secret that makes you scared
Or a secret that makes you worried

If you're a too afriad to say it that write it down and share.......

When you tell someone your secret it opens up a door and you allow other people to see a little more of you, that makes me vunerable and I don't like it. But I have trust in people that they won't judge me for one dirty little secret. So when someone tells you a secret don't judge but merely listen and hold that secret for a life time because one day that secret could be the only thing that keeps you together.

>> for you mum
thanks post secret =]

haha courtesy from google

(I think this is my brother)

Russian Roulette

Guns and Drugs make you red