I'm scared that one day I'm just going to stop thinking. I think i need to use this to write down everything so i will have a record of all my thoughts and everything that has happened to me. So from now on I'm going old school and keeping this as some sort of journal and I'm going to write in it everyday ok everyday is a bit much but every time i have something interesting to write about. I suppose there is a bit of vunerablity having this out on the net but i dont think anyone is going to read it. I'm going to totally disregard fullstops in the right places, commas and spelling yeah thats right my spelling sucks but i'm going to write down everything i can think of. THis will help me in the future with my potential job of being a journalist and one day I might have the courage to look back on everything i write and it will force me to think about me.

so many things in this world are beautiful and you have to go out and find them.